its u Jesus.. its always been abt u.. I know u'll always be by my side... even when I cannot feel it.. I'm sorry.. sorry for not listening.. sorry for being disobedient.. cos its always been only about u.. cos You are my creator.. and I have been in your care even before I was born..

Hell.. everyone is jus searchin for love.. but most of the time in the wrong direction.. all the sillly love songs in this world.. :( sigh.. searching for love from men sucks..

Losing

I don't want to go to Utopia,
halfway there
on a graveless mind,
only just to lose you, & this chance to buy you a day
where we could all be free
Tonight we'll toast to the one who gave it all.

Its always been about you Jesus.. and nothing I do can change tat.. whereever , no matter how far i run.. thank you Lord. Thank you for putting pple around me who cares.. and showing your love.