shawna is listening to honeyz-end of the line

way back in 2000.. this song came out on the verge of my breakup with my 1st bf. geez. and so it goes like this..

All alone I wait for you
As darkness fills this room
I don't know why you ain't called
Little things you used to do
There no longer part of you
Seems you left them all behind
Well I can't believe what I'm going through
This thing it, just ain't right
Your selfish ways, how you carry on
Somethings you just can't hide
 
If you want me to go then say it
Want me to stay then show it
Don't be afraid Oh don't break this heart of mine
Now's the time
If I'm right then we've come to the end of the line
So Say It
Want me to stay then show it
Don't be afraid Oh don't break this heart of mine
Now's the time,  if I'm right then we've come to the end of the line
 
Seems like I can't do you right
All I do or say is wrong
All the smallest things critisized
I deserve some damn respect
Nothing more and nothing less
Don't pretend everything's fine
Don't hold it back if its in your heart
Stand up and be a man
Can't read your mind
So I just say aloud
I'm trying to understand
 
If you want me to go then Say It
Want me to stay then show it
Don't be afraid oh don't break this heart of mine
Now's the time,  if I'm right then we've come to the end of the line
So Say It
Want me to stay then show it
Don't be afraid oh don't break this heart of mine
Now's the time,  if I'm right then we've come to the end of the line
 
Even though you've been doing me wrong
I still care
Do you think that by treating me cruel that somehow I'll disappear?
Baby I love you too much just to walk away
Don't make me hate you
Baby you've got to be Straight
 
why this song.. cos i happened to hear it on class 95 and yeah.. brought back old memories..  thinking of what's happenin in my life presently.. where am i today? what hv i learnt in the past.. will i make the same mistakes again? 4yrs jus swooped pass.. this song is so sad. so sad..
i know with God nothing is impossible.. but sometimes.. we still fail eh.
God grant me more faith.. more faith to believe in your plans to prosper and not to harm. :))