18Mar2000 .. u know how gals are with dates.. yah. the day i met shawn and it wud hv been our fourth year if we were still together. But hey.. an ending is a beginning of something new.. sigh.
wat's the point of relationships.. when in the end its jus brokeness.. and leading us far away from God.. time doesn't really matter anymore does it. its scary when u think.. are u jus together really cos of love.. or is it jus a matter of being used to each other after so long? sigh.. i don't want anyone/anything to replace God in my life now.. everything else jus seems meaningless..

went to watch Beauty & the Beast Disney on Ice today!!! and Jean & I jus went gaga!! hahhaha... Fairytales.. are never real.. cos we live in a fallen world.. and when i watch disney cartoons.. i'm like in another world.. a world of true love and happy endings.. why is it tat true love always overcome everything.. only in fairy tales.. ah. they're not called fairytales for nothing..
I'm so thankful for Jean. Jean went buying some sovenirs.. which i failed to dissuade her from.. sigh. oh well watever tat makes her happy lar.. hahah... love Walt Disney... Hey Jean remember to save and we go Disneyland together k?
i'm waiting for Disneyland Hongkong.. the most affordable one.. but she wanna go to the authentic one.. which i wud believe is in florida orlando.. ooooohhhh.. nvm shall aim for warner bros in goldcoast 1st.. hehehe.. sydney.. i'm aiming for sydney in june.. to visit delvene.. eee.. cold winter.. let's hope i get to ski.. maybe not.. :( with no leave, not enuff snow.... eek.. let's hope i pass all my exams 1st.. lol.

i jus wanna surrender Lord.. all my dreams & hopes.. all my ambitions & emotions to you. Amen