shawna is listening to seagate overture by james swearingen - finally!! took me ages to download this song. brings me all the way back to 1994.
 
sonic festival is tomorrow. it wasn't until yesterday i realise how bad my attitude was. all this while i was telling myself not to behave badly.. but still failed. always tell myself to ask wat would jesus do in every situation.. but yesterday.. He was nowhere. so disappointed with myself. but i know its a learning curve. james 1:2-3 consider it pure joy, my brothers whenever you face trials of many kinds because you know that the testing of your faith perseverance.
i know it sounds crazy.. how can anyone consider it pure joy when u go thru stuff? but the point is.. something good will come outta it..
thank you Lord. for your mercies are renewed each day as the sun comes up. thank you.
 
deep inside.. i wanna tell u so much i like u for who you are, just the way u r.. but so afraid u wouldn't believe. so be it. so be it..
 
life is crazy crazy crazy... madness i tell u. nobody said life was easy.