its another rainy sun.. a friend reminded me tat going to church is for God and not for anything else.. how true.. how refreshing.. cos God comes 1st.. then everything else will fall into place.. somehow.. i'm like goin thru a battle every single day.. and every single day i have to submit & surrender to God.. in everything i do.. in my work, studies & relationships. ai.. life ain't tat bad with God around.. really. time with friends may be short.. but i still thank God for every single moment. cos experiences taught me not to take things for granted anymore.. jus treasure every single moment.. take things as it comes.. when u least expect.. that's really God at work and not myself or man. but easier said than done.. but at least i know i'm not alone.. and i'm willing to repent over & over again.. today's sermon was so close to heart... though i was dozing off 1/2 way thru.. heh.. God gives graciously. Hallelujah wat an amazing God we serve.. cos i've been so blinded believing tat God will be tired of us.. of our repeated sins.. how wrong can i get. :))