i'm so tired of this roller coaster ride..
so tired.. of the roller coaster of emotions..
i know u are too..
never meant to hurt u
only wanted to love u like how God loves each & everyone of us
but love hurts? perhaps.. only in this fallen world of ours
want to hold u and hear ur voice so much..
there's aching and longing.. but suppression is taking control now... jus hv to trust in God's perfect timing..
i'm sorry i'm not ready.
but there's no hurry.. i will brave the wind. i will..
the ricochet will come..
i'm only focusing on God rite now.. God knows my desires..
be my dear friend always.. till then..
don't waste ur time on me u're already the voice inside my head..
missing u..