wanted so much to go to the Festival of Praise... sigh.. but I promised a colleague to go to her 21st birthday celebrate.. had to make a really tough decision.. & i know beary's disappointed.. i'm sorry. kinda disappointed myself too..
its just tat i weighed the importance of each event.. 21st bday only once in a lifetime.. though not very close to her.. i wud still like to be there. FOP happens every year.. but its to be there to worship God. But He is everywhere.. tough.. I did ask God wat He would do.. oh well.. life is full of choices isn't it? which day in every single day of our life do we not have to make decisions? and every single decisions affect the next..
work was horrid today.. all thanks to the fuel surcharge impose by the airlines. .. and the last min notice.. we have to issue all the tickets by sunday latest! praying hard that i won't be called back to go back to work.. but deep inside.. i wanna help.. but i also need a break from the work.. then again.. not forgeting that there was a public holiday this week .. heh dum di dum.. i'm jus a lazy bum.
its funny how.. i've grown to like the things that someone else love.. really like blink 182 i miss you.. i miss u
i can't believe that the things on earth really do fade.. even memories.. so be it.. won't be holding on to it..