shawna was listening to Nsync - its gonna be me .. and now bye bye bye - jus so happened that melvin downloaded it.. and who was jus telling me that he liked Nsync? Jerome i think. lol.

Thank you Lord. for today being my off day. cos i know all my colleagues were fighting to take today as leave.. cos yesterday was a public holiday.. and they all wanted a long weekend. didn't even realise it was my off day till last week. and how timely can it get. yeah.. i had diarrhoea and vomitted some not so cooked food. geez.. my tummy is quite sensitive. don't get it cos my friend told me sotong can be eaten raw?! or was it another type like the japanese one?! i think it was the sotong.. but then again i can be wrong. heh. i hate vomitting.. its the whole ordeal yuck. but i felt better.. much better after vomitting. somehow i jus knew i was going to vomit.. so i brought a plastic bag into my room.. after a few runs to the loo.. jus bloody scared that my cats would start playing with it.. u noe kitties. xiaomi chews on plastic bags! arghh.. irritating. so yah. Thank God for the rest. its really my loss that i missed the beach.. sob sob. but i'm glad crystal, shawn and symon had fun. :))

so we were on the topic of self - centredness today.. that everyone is self centred.. selfish. including myself. sigh.. sad but true. pride is the root..
here's wat i learnt from other pple abt myself today...
shawna's weakness is.. pride and i'm definitely not a good listener.. .. ok God. help me work on that. i was asking to find out abt my weakness and u showed me.. 1st was pride.. then low self esteem.. and now not a good listener.. geez. more to come. turn them all into strengths.. if its in Your will. but knowing that only in my weakness that U're strong.. brings me comfort.