hot and cold.. hot and cold.. i'm afraid.. really scared.. as if there's some sort of expectation.. cos sorry never seems enuff.. don't know what to do or not to do anymore.. go do and say whatever you want.. i'm leaving you alone.. now don't blame me for not caring.. the only one you need is God.... i will not speak anymore.. cos i don't wanna quarrel and argue anymore.. doesn't do anyone any good.. yes i'm a coward.. let God deal with me.. i'm giving up.. i'm giving up..
we all have choices.. lets not forget.. we can choose to reject as well.. push away any form of love that comes..
i totally agree action speaks louder than words.. only God knows.. i'm not going to dig up the past.. cos what's over is over... the good.. the bad.. i will forget cos its been all forgotten already anyway....
your words pierced thru my heart..
blame me and my pride

sigh.. only God knows everything..
only He knows how many times we have cried....
my heart.. your heart..
God what am i to do... sigh.. what would You be doing in my shoes.. WWJD..

.. i flared up at my customer today.... i'm losing my patience.. sigh.. wat's becoming of me..