God.. if you want me to be single.. i'll do it. i'll do it for you. i wan the next to be it. though its funny how i am a hopeless romantic.. but somehow.. it nv bothered me that i nv had a bf.. before when i was 15. and even after 2 failed relationships.. rite now i still feel the same. not desperate.. cos i know the love can be found elsewhere in friends and family members. but yet the feeling when u're in love is so indescribable.. the 1st kiss.. is as if i've nv been kissed before.. sigh. such sweet sorrow eh. not all is lost. at least i've experienced true love.. and i'm contented.
thank you Lord.. for bringing me to your people.. for this life for my dysfunctional family.. cos it only shows tat there are so many pple on earth that needs your love.. alot of work to be done.. alot. let your will be done.