james swearington: seagate overture.. anyone who has been in a band.. any kind of band would know the importance of being in tune, in unity with the rest of ur band members.. if not, its so easy for other to see the disunity.. in a band.. u can hear the many different instruments playing individual different parts.. but yet.. when put together.. its beautiful harmonious music..

like the musical instruments.. we are all different each one made for a different purpose, uniquely formed, different shapes and sizes.. if u wanna focus on the differences.. we all have our differences.. but lets not do tat.. and focus on our common goal.. to make music. that's the common factor.. in all musical instruments.. don't mind me toking rot. heh
christians are not christians if we don't practice.. after all.. its not a religion.. my bro said i don't wanna be a christian if that's wat being a christian is like.. pointing to my dad's stubborness.. and in me.. i have that stubborness as well.. the truth of the fact is.. dad ain't a christian.. how misleading can we lead pple.. how we react.. and respond.. reflects on Jesus in our life.. so someone asked me.. since when was it my responsibility to set a good example.. well since Jesus changed my life.. hell yah.. but its not always that i can do it.. and sad to say.. i have failed.. how can one be the light of the world.. when one is so focused on oneself.. but hey. the world is selfish rite.. yea. i can either choose to leave it at that.. or jus be thankful that someone loved me so much to die for my sins and act out of love.. have yet to fully comprehend that.. cos our God is incomprehensible.. but all i know is that He wants to be my friend.. and your friend...
these days.. its all about me me me again.. and then search my own heart.. is it for man or is it for God? cos.. there's this fine line.. that u can get trapped into.. sucked into thinking u're doin this for God.. but u're actually not.. sucks. life sucks. yet.. look at all the beauty.. from the sun. to the moon to the stars of God's promises.. to the trees and clouds.. and yea.. some pple u might dislike.. but yes.. the beauty of God.. in people.. cos we were after all created in His image.. the only reason why i really like my job.. is cos of the kinda pple i meet.. all sorts.. difficult.. yet some so nice.. so ez to please.. so hard to find. rich and arrogont snobbish.. rich and humble.. some jus simply unpleasable.. haha.. so in one day.. i have served clients from cyprus, japan and vietnam. the funny part is the communication.. trying to understand each other.
but then.. i meet pple all the time now.. and i'm beginning to appreciate it more.. watever u do.. u'll always meet pple.. how u react.. is how u will be an ambassador for Christ..
will i not fail.. yes.. cos i remember.. only in my weakness.. You are strong..
i'm glad my best friend is back from Sydney.. distance.. i feel.. but yes relationships can be repaired.. sometimes.. i don't know if i have a best friend anymore.. jus thankful that she's my friend that's all.. don't need a status..
basket.. i need to be more dilligent..

how ez will life be.. if its really jus hakuna matata .. its means no worries for the rest of your days.. and it is. God says so in His word. but do we believe.. more often than not. no.