This was taken some time back.. my 1st Womad.. with a friend from church. :) lol
we had loads of fun.. didn't we.. heee.. R U YAYO?
but i realise.. that we missed sonic-edge service.. i totally forgot all about it.. i missed Angel for that service.. though a selfish thought would be: "who would have missed me anyway.. it wouldn't make any difference.. its jus one service.. " but i can't help thinking what if God wanted it another way.. and its no longer about me.. cos Sonic-edge is OUR service.. so everyone plays a part.. even if we don't feel important.. cos its for God..
it was the day i arrived back from phuket, immediately in the evening i went for WOmad.. i have never been to one.. and it was fantastic.. and i wonder if somewhere.. there would ever be a womad for christ.. something way bigger..but for Christ. and i know.. there is sonic festival.. though i know time could have been spent better.. not saying its bad.. we make our choices..
and sometimes in life... when we turn away.. our choices would have to change as well..
perhaps turning.. 180 degress.. means making choices that will steer u in that direction as well..
its funny.. cos when i was back in CHC cell.. everything seems so sweet and dandy that they avoid certain topics.. and i wonder if they ever talk abt things like womad? how abt issues like clubbing? seems like a taboo.. everything seems so superficial.. they are nice.. sincere people.. but where was the deep sharing rick warren talked about.. perhaps being in that cell for abt a year was not enough to get to know the pple? or perhaps it was jus me.. i nv bothered to get to know them deeper.. but it takes 2 to make a relationship work.. i'm trying.. and perhaps .. sometimes i try too hard? i don't know.. God.. u tell me.. convict me.. u said its all you and your people.. by your 1st commandment.. so i'll jus try.. u guide...
time is the enemy? perhaps.. my dear friends.. all i ask is time.. time with u.. to share.. to share companionship.. to know what's going on in your life.. even if its shit.. forgive me if i'm not a good listener... yes.. i'm interested.. God perhaps there's other ways to do this better.. yeah.. only your wisdom.. will show me.. how many times have we heard... i'm too busy.. how many times have we been too busy for You.. our faithful friend... i'm sorry.. i'm sorry Lord.. :(
we had loads of fun.. didn't we.. heee.. R U YAYO?
but i realise.. that we missed sonic-edge service.. i totally forgot all about it.. i missed Angel for that service.. though a selfish thought would be: "who would have missed me anyway.. it wouldn't make any difference.. its jus one service.. " but i can't help thinking what if God wanted it another way.. and its no longer about me.. cos Sonic-edge is OUR service.. so everyone plays a part.. even if we don't feel important.. cos its for God..
it was the day i arrived back from phuket, immediately in the evening i went for WOmad.. i have never been to one.. and it was fantastic.. and i wonder if somewhere.. there would ever be a womad for christ.. something way bigger..but for Christ. and i know.. there is sonic festival.. though i know time could have been spent better.. not saying its bad.. we make our choices..
and sometimes in life... when we turn away.. our choices would have to change as well..
perhaps turning.. 180 degress.. means making choices that will steer u in that direction as well..
its funny.. cos when i was back in CHC cell.. everything seems so sweet and dandy that they avoid certain topics.. and i wonder if they ever talk abt things like womad? how abt issues like clubbing? seems like a taboo.. everything seems so superficial.. they are nice.. sincere people.. but where was the deep sharing rick warren talked about.. perhaps being in that cell for abt a year was not enough to get to know the pple? or perhaps it was jus me.. i nv bothered to get to know them deeper.. but it takes 2 to make a relationship work.. i'm trying.. and perhaps .. sometimes i try too hard? i don't know.. God.. u tell me.. convict me.. u said its all you and your people.. by your 1st commandment.. so i'll jus try.. u guide...
time is the enemy? perhaps.. my dear friends.. all i ask is time.. time with u.. to share.. to share companionship.. to know what's going on in your life.. even if its shit.. forgive me if i'm not a good listener... yes.. i'm interested.. God perhaps there's other ways to do this better.. yeah.. only your wisdom.. will show me.. how many times have we heard... i'm too busy.. how many times have we been too busy for You.. our faithful friend... i'm sorry.. i'm sorry Lord.. :(
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