ConAir. whoever has watched it.. would say its a good show? generally yes. so wat made it good? the absolutely bad guys.. and the authentic love and loyalty to a friend in need. without baddies.. there wouldn't be the desire to wanna see them die.. and then the climax.. :) and of cos.. who could forget good music. trisha yearwood's how could i live without you. wat would the show do without cyrus the virus.. and nicholas cage. my fav part.. is when the psycho killer sang "He has the whole world in His hands.. " amidst all the chaos.. of cos he sang it.. before the point of death.. or so he thought..
do we have to always wait till the point of death.. before we think of God?
is it deep in our hearts that we all know there is a god or some higher being up there? isn't that what we all were born with? a conscience?
guys.. i can never comprehend guys.. do they ever mean a word they say? or intend to keep their words when they said they would call? perhaps not. and there might be a good reason why they don't.. i don't know. who am i. who am i to judge. i don't really bother anymore.. cos i'm not going to let this year go to waste.. and go back to my old self. help me die to my old self. help me.. only You Lord can change me..
why why why.. do they use the F word.. cos everyone else uses it? cos the whole world uses it? cos its normal in world standards? how about Your standards.. who actually do care anymore.. who does.. no one. sadly.. no one.
so help me.. not to give up on myself..