shawna is finally in her room.. vacuming.. did u know tat cats and dogs sneezes as well.. i didn't until i owned a cat.. and one day.. *sneeze* and i literally jus stared at my cat and asked her.. did u jus sneeze?! ; )

so there was this year.. that SCGS concert band took part in the SYF competition.. and boy did my seniors and of cos the band practised.. practised.. and we got a silver. the only silver so far i guess. they were so happy.. and the piece we played.. Declaration. help me find the cd? i cannot.. if there was an alumni.. how nice would it be. and when it came to my year as a senior.. we only got a bronze. everyone cried after getting the results.. except me.. i wonder why.. but i came home and cried myself to sleep.. sigh. that's me.. things don't get to me until a little later.. i'm a little retarded.. heh.. same way.. when everyone cried when my grandma's grave was being buried.. and i didn't.. only when i got into the car.. my tears jus couldn't stop flowing.. the fact that she's gone for good.. and cried till i exhausted myself to sleep.. i wonder why.. sometimes i try to be strong.. but i'm not. there comes a point where everyone will jus break. there's a breakpoint for everyone.

i finally cleaned up 1/5 of my room. heh.. well.. it looks slightly better.. its way too cluttered.. i need to hide some stuff.. get rid of junk! but how... i'm a sentimental fool.. lol..

i dislike cliques..