Nsync - Its gonna be me.
Every little thing I do, never seems enough for you, You don't wanna lose it again, but I'm not like them Baby, when you finally get to love somebody, Guess what? It's gonna be me
There comes a day, when I'll be the one, You'll see it's gonna, it's gonna be me All that I do, is not enough for you, Don't wanna lose it, but I'm not like that When finally you get to love, guess what, guess what
how many times.. have i wished that its gonna be me.. God.. only you know countless times. Only you know.. my deepest desires.. some i won't even know. :)
Every relationship for a christian is an opportunity to love another person like God has loved us. To lay down our desires and do what's in his or her best interest. To care for him or her even when there's nothing in it for us. To want that person's purity and holiness because it pleases God and protects him or her. True love isn't just expressed in passionately whispered words or an intimate kiss or an embrace; before two people are married, love is expressed in self-control, patience, even words left unsaid. - Joshua Harris
i realised.. that whenever my motivation or intentions are not pure.. God doesn't let it happen. and when things do happen, its cos my intentions are pure and blameless. is there a pattern coming on.. i've been so selfish all my life.. my past relationship was a very good example.. how many times.. does one self gratify him/herself.. for his or her own selfish needs.. i'm sure we all plead guilty.. in every relationship be it friendship or kinship..
but i'm not perfect Lord.. u made me change.. so continue to lead me..
The joy of intimacy is the reward of commitment. Romanctic passion is sweetest when its growing out of a relationship that's deepening in devotion - Joshua Harris.
so i'm reading his book i kissed dating goodbye.. recommended by Jean. :) and i agree with alot of things he says.. but i won't follow blindly .. heh..
so Lord.. i pray for your word.. your guidence.. and wisdom to discern. convict me. only You.. not man can convict my heart.
which brings me back to your word.. about love..
1Cor13:4-7 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
so i know shawn stopped loving me.. when he stopped persevering.. but now i know why God let it happen.. to show me how selfish i have been.. i'm sorry shawn. u said i was selfish.. but i couldn't see it then. thank you for being my friend.. thank you for loving me. :)
ultimately.. Christ wants us to be like Him.. so Lord.. i'm perservering.. for you. i jus pray that i'll be obedient enough to follow you wholeheartedly.. not 50%, not 90% but 100%.. not lukewarm.. but burning passionately.
i jus wanna love you.. the way God wants me to.. tat's all.. tat's all... pure & blameless..
you asked me why i like you.. aside from physical looks.. i love the way u carry urself.. the craziness of u.. not worried abt wat others would think.. though the craziness is only superficial.. i know there's a deeper u.. i love the way u love ur parents, ur mom, ur dog.... ur filial piety.. how u always make me laugh.. but i wish to know how much u love God... and of cos.. u hv ur flaws.. who doesn't.. u're so quick to anger.. like me before.. i was quick to anger.. :) i'm prepared to be your friend.. whenever u are.
knowing u.. is a never ending process.. it'll nv stop.. everytime we hang.. there's something new.. and i know.. its not cos its only the beginning.. its gonna be the same with God.. with my friends.. with my family.. action speaks louder than words.. now i know.
i'm sorry shawn.. cos i gave up on u too.. i gave up on getting to know u every new day.. ur passion in photography.. yur likings in clubbing.. though i don't like it.. cos u always get pissed drunk.. i nv made any effort at all in your army life.. i was never understanding.. sigh.. i nv knew how difficult army could be.. took us for granted after u proposed.. perhaps that's what happens when we stopped pursuing God..
Every little thing I do, never seems enough for you, You don't wanna lose it again, but I'm not like them Baby, when you finally get to love somebody, Guess what? It's gonna be me
There comes a day, when I'll be the one, You'll see it's gonna, it's gonna be me All that I do, is not enough for you, Don't wanna lose it, but I'm not like that When finally you get to love, guess what, guess what
how many times.. have i wished that its gonna be me.. God.. only you know countless times. Only you know.. my deepest desires.. some i won't even know. :)
Every relationship for a christian is an opportunity to love another person like God has loved us. To lay down our desires and do what's in his or her best interest. To care for him or her even when there's nothing in it for us. To want that person's purity and holiness because it pleases God and protects him or her. True love isn't just expressed in passionately whispered words or an intimate kiss or an embrace; before two people are married, love is expressed in self-control, patience, even words left unsaid. - Joshua Harris
i realised.. that whenever my motivation or intentions are not pure.. God doesn't let it happen. and when things do happen, its cos my intentions are pure and blameless. is there a pattern coming on.. i've been so selfish all my life.. my past relationship was a very good example.. how many times.. does one self gratify him/herself.. for his or her own selfish needs.. i'm sure we all plead guilty.. in every relationship be it friendship or kinship..
but i'm not perfect Lord.. u made me change.. so continue to lead me..
The joy of intimacy is the reward of commitment. Romanctic passion is sweetest when its growing out of a relationship that's deepening in devotion - Joshua Harris.
so i'm reading his book i kissed dating goodbye.. recommended by Jean. :) and i agree with alot of things he says.. but i won't follow blindly .. heh..
so Lord.. i pray for your word.. your guidence.. and wisdom to discern. convict me. only You.. not man can convict my heart.
which brings me back to your word.. about love..
1Cor13:4-7 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
so i know shawn stopped loving me.. when he stopped persevering.. but now i know why God let it happen.. to show me how selfish i have been.. i'm sorry shawn. u said i was selfish.. but i couldn't see it then. thank you for being my friend.. thank you for loving me. :)
ultimately.. Christ wants us to be like Him.. so Lord.. i'm perservering.. for you. i jus pray that i'll be obedient enough to follow you wholeheartedly.. not 50%, not 90% but 100%.. not lukewarm.. but burning passionately.
i jus wanna love you.. the way God wants me to.. tat's all.. tat's all... pure & blameless..
you asked me why i like you.. aside from physical looks.. i love the way u carry urself.. the craziness of u.. not worried abt wat others would think.. though the craziness is only superficial.. i know there's a deeper u.. i love the way u love ur parents, ur mom, ur dog.... ur filial piety.. how u always make me laugh.. but i wish to know how much u love God... and of cos.. u hv ur flaws.. who doesn't.. u're so quick to anger.. like me before.. i was quick to anger.. :) i'm prepared to be your friend.. whenever u are.
knowing u.. is a never ending process.. it'll nv stop.. everytime we hang.. there's something new.. and i know.. its not cos its only the beginning.. its gonna be the same with God.. with my friends.. with my family.. action speaks louder than words.. now i know.
i'm sorry shawn.. cos i gave up on u too.. i gave up on getting to know u every new day.. ur passion in photography.. yur likings in clubbing.. though i don't like it.. cos u always get pissed drunk.. i nv made any effort at all in your army life.. i was never understanding.. sigh.. i nv knew how difficult army could be.. took us for granted after u proposed.. perhaps that's what happens when we stopped pursuing God..
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