why is it that sometimes.. gals seem to know more than they should.. :) ignorance is a bliss.. it sure is. perhaps that's selfish on my side.. but hey wat i don't know can't hurt me.

pets are a blessing from God.. after all.. everything good does come from Him.. heee.. pets fulfil part of my companionship desire.. but nothing is more meaningful than human relationships.. i'm glad i can be home with my mom.. even though its awkward to begin with.. but think she's getting used to it.. i can't imagine all my nights out.. and my bro locked up in his own room.. and dad working night shifts.. mom.. is maybe lonely.. wish i could do more.. at least she calls me and ask me if i want dinner... how odd.. when God changes climate.. circumstances.. how odd that i see love from mom.. cos never in my life has she shown concern.. perhaps i was blind and too rebellious to see.. broken communication.. humans.. are such complicated creatures.. perhaps.. being made in God's image.. adam was made from dust.. dust! thank GOd for children's bible..

i always feel like somebody's watching me..