02Nov. the day when i was born.. the day i was fearfully and wonderfully made by God.. :)
after so many years.. its my 1st birthday without any boyfriend.. without having the assurance that someone will definitely celebrate my birthday with me.. perhaps emotions got to me.. and i started to really weep.. but i thank God.. cos if all the stuff that went on this year never happened.. i would never have turned 180degrees towards Him.. i would still be blind in my own sins..
i always know who my true friends are.. thank you Lord. i won't need many.. jus 1 just one.. and i'll be contented. and i have more than 1.. :) and i have You.. You who gives me a hope and a future.
Thank you Lord for Evelyn, Jean, Crystal, Casey. My friends.. who came into my life in different periods of my life..
Evelyn whom i have known since Pri 2? lol.. i still remember laughing at our school photo and how geeky we all used to look.. but now.. u've bloomed. and u're so beautiful. i will still laugh at our pri 2 photo. hee
Jean.. whom i've been thru stuff with.. with no one else.. none of my other friends.. :) who pulled me up when i was going down.. u were there.
Crystal.. whom i'm getting to know more.. but i know we have our insecurities.. u're precious Crystal... u truely are.
Casey.... casey casey my poly friend.. my dad knows u as casey and the sunshine band.. lol.. if u know who they are that is.. ;p i see.. u as a lost sheep.. but i love u friend.

i don't need any presents.. i jus need time.. a little of your time will do. it'll mean alot to me. cos i know in this day and age.. time is the enemy.. everyone is busy. busy.

feeling sad on my birthday.. reminded me of what John asked me and Crystal to do.. celebrating birthdays for my brothers and sisters in Christ. i hope we won't miss out anyone. :) time to get down to work....

i've prayed for You to strip off my pride... layer by layer.. and i know You are.. its a very difficult process Lord.. but i'll press on.. knowing that its good for me.. cos You know best. i'm still crying.. still crying.. bottle my tears.. i know You will..

i have to be careful what i pray for... :) it might jus come true if its in God's will..