yay! my exam is over.. oh well. i'll worry abt the results when it comes. meanwhile i start class again next tues! let's hope i'll be more diligent this time round. its my last repeated subject *cross fingers* accounting and finance 2b - covering costing. i absolutely understand the importance of knowing costing esp in the business world.. but aye.. numbers and me don't click.

alot of thoughts have been rushing thru my head.. and these days.. i find myself avoiding God.. i seriously don't know why.. is it fear.. knowing that God wants to deal with me direct and not thru other means soon.. or perhaps jus too lazy and finding excuses to not tok to Him.. but yet everytime.. He will find His own little ways to touch me.. and nudge me again.. and tears would simply stream.. a soft voice there.. an impression here.. sigh. when am i going to change.

perhaps i am jus that scared little gal.. but He promised to hold my hands. tat i will hang on to. :) Thank you once again for dying on the cross for us. on this good friday.