thinker.. perhaps i am. good or bad? i don't know.. only God knows. and i just learnt to delight in my own weakness.. cos only then can God be my strength. still learning Lord.. to apply what i've learned and heard into my life.. i realise i haven't been doing that at all.. not for the past few weeks.. sorta lost the fervour to wanna know more of you.. to wanna spend time with you. i'm glad you tell me that i don't..
when i was young.. and i couldn't decide, i would use mimi and jus flip her to let "God" make the decision. Of cos mimi being 3D sometimes would flip to her side.. making me frustrated with "wat kinda answer is that?!" Does these things actually happen! God wants to tell us His ways.. heh.. i know He wants us to know His ways and plans more than we ourselves want to...
If its something really important.. how can i let mimi decide.. or even a coin at times.. if its so important.. i have to hear it from God! I must! so encouraged by Loren Cunningham
i've been bz with so much that i don't know where i'm going anymore.. it keeps going back to the same directionless path.. aye.. something i'm not doing rite.. for sure...
still coming to terms with my uniqueness.. the one that God has created each of us to be.. don't need tatoos, cigerattes, piercings, clothes, accessories, makeup to be different. i've taken out my nose stud..(and i can't believe it took just 4hrs to close!!!) used to think it was cool. the very reason i got it for no longer existed.. so why then was i still keeping it.. it still is cool.. but i really don't need it anymore. i am different. like it or not i am different. :) and God.. i pray that each and every other individual realises that.. that you have made each and everyone unique. cos You were the very one who made us in our mother's womb.
nothing of this world would be able to overshadow your glory..