But the trouble with waiting too long for someone close to your heart is that somebody else might get closer..
3 mths ain't long!!! 1yr ain't even tat long! geez.. but still everybody loves OC.
yay! OC is back! one hour every thursday..

yes.. used to think 1yr was long.. but recently, i found out that one year flies.. and then the next thing u know.. 3 yrs flies.. wow! time is literally slipping by..
wat am i doing with my time? sigh.. a colleague of mine is leaving tradewinds and she's been with tradewinds for 3 yrs already.. tat really was kinda fast..
its funny cos i was wondering when she would be leaving.. yeah u know jus those kinda random thoughts that would go through my head.. and the weird thing is we aren't even on close terms.. but oh well.. i do wish her the best. :) so encouraged that she's willing to start from the bottom.. after all we've got nothing to lose. sometimes its jus between us and our pride. tat's all. period.

i was hoping to go Hongkong Disneyland in Nov this year.. yes there's a long public holiday on Nov 1 and Nov 3. Saves me alot of leave. was hoping to go catch up with my 12year old cousin living in Happy Valley as well.. heard its really nice there.. those residence get to see horse racing for free.. horse racing. something which i would like to see some time soon. but someone told me u can only get in if u're betting.. :( Happy valley would be good.
and no.. i haven't forgotten abt Disneyland Orlando.. the one we made a pact to go together. when..

my pay is pathetic.. it really is. i jus filed my income tax.. i bet i wouldn't be able to own a credit card in this lifetime of mine.. yes money had been on my mind some time back. wat would it like to be earning $2500 per month? or even $5000 a month. i lost track.
as i was doing my daily reading.. i came across this passage Deu 17:17. I was reading the whole chapter when this verse struck me. "..... He must not accumulate large amounts of silver and gold." it made me reflect. it made me wonder why did God say this? Did he already know that way back right from the beginning that money would lead us astray?
Then i went on to my daily reading on 17March04. That day's reading titled The accountant turned embezzler. Basically it talking about Judus and it ends off with:-
Watch money - it is terribly useful and yet so terribly dangerous. What is dangerous is not the money itself, but the way in which it can tempt us to become attached to it.
Not something new.. but being refreshed and taken back on track.. i am very lucky.. really i am. there are pple out there who have hardly enough money to make each day pass..
But what does it really mean to rely on God totally.. was really encouraged when May shared on Wed about totally surrendering to God and literally no money to take a transport.. and you walk 1hr to the place u need to go to and back again. its only when u totally rely on Him that He will show Himself so strong.. so real.. its mind blowing i would imagine. wow.. where am i..
yes i do admit.. money is absolutely tempting.. some would say wat would they do without it.. but let's not forget.. we all have the richest daddy in heaven. and His riches are way better than the riches on earth. so yah. i'm content. at least i'm thankful i can still indulge in a coffee bean every now and then. :)

yes. am wondering.. why on earth am i taking my degree again?!!! hmmm.. till then. i'm trashing it out with Dad. hmphh