something happened today. and my heart stirred.

the counter gal at KFC short counted. and my colleagues were more than glad cos we all get to save. i was the only one who said we shd pay when they asked how? but of cos majority wins. so in the end we didn't pay. i felt bad but didn't do anything. and one of the colleagues i consider close to my heart said.. then why don't you pay for all of us cheekily.

fear, hurt? yes. i'm the odd one out. the weird one. i felt sad. :( i know. everyone would say its something small. but maybe.. there is something wrong with me. there is.
what did You want me to do God.. i didn't know what to do.. or how to react.. i failed the test. why am i feeling this way.. why..

everyone at work thinks.. i'm the one easy to bully. why not.. i've been bullied all my life anyway. sigh.
Despite all these.. i met another friend in the evening for dinner. God answers prayers. :)
He is good.