Little was i to know that there was more to come..
Remember the KFC incident.. well.. there's more. I'm just really thankful.
Remember i said nothing was a coincidence? :) i do. i still firmly believe in that.
Thurs-07Apr05 - KFC incident and meet up for dinner with friend
Fri-08Apr05- THat Fund Thing (Surreal & One authority) PLMGS. - alot happened as well.
In the office.. sigh.. something big for me happened. Remember i changed departments? having to be able to "move out" must have created alot of gossip.. :( can i control tat.. no. its better i don't know but i know God is in control. Being transferred outta my old department in my office is impossible for me. 1. there is a long queue infront of me, senior colleagues who have personally requested for it from the boss way before my time. in other words, pple would tell me "u wait long long" 2. i'm jus a junior staff compared to pple who has been there for more than 20yrs. 3. everyone wants to get out of my old section.
i was on the verge of quitting.. and i prayed.. God.. i want to learn something new. i'm tired of wat i was doing. not becos i hate my job.. jus the desire to learn something new. and after that prayer.. i tot nothing of it. i was thinking of quitting already... starting to search for new jobs. miraculously, the next day, my old boss called me into his office. and one sentence really struck me.. were u thinking of quitting already? i can't believe he actually asked that. i've nv even approached any of my bosses for any grievance tat i had before. to them, i'm jus a quiet christian gal.. who is in one corner working. so how would he know when i hardly even communicate to my bosses unless necessary..? i came out of him office really touched.
excited.. i got to my new post, only to learn that my new boss ain't a nice person to work with.
hmm.. k nvm.. was trying my best.. but i found out.. her boss which is my departmental head seems like a person who really cares abt his subordinates. and i'm thankful for that.
k.. on fri... i got a taste of the not so nice boss. cos before that.. it was still ok. she called me on my DID.. her words really put me in a very position.. "u jus tell me the truth shawna so i will know how to deal with GM".. for the 1st time.. i was so conscious of my tongue.. cos i knew tat whatever tat came out.. would affect my colleagues somehow or another. remember all those time i complained abt my own tongue.. this one.. was a very close to heart lesson God is teaching me.. felt quite sad. didn't know why. deep inside.. i wonder why my boss is who she is today..broken on the inside as well. and i hv no doubt that this is prolly cos of my GM? being fickle minded.. its no wonder the whole management is like tat? i don't know. i don't wanna think abt tat.. sigh. This lesson.. brought light into my life with regards to Sonic Fest.. what is the difference between sonic fest and any other corporate company in the world? Love. God's love. and His love in His people. Unity. God's people are united. Do we have problems? of cos we do. do we have politics? of cos we do. Whenever pple come together, there are bound to be friction. Its always easier to work alone isn't it? but our Big boss is our saviour, our lover. And i try my best to remind myself that i am only working for the Big boss up in heaven whereever i am.. it comforts me. cos i know He loves us alot. so much so that he's more involved with the process of life transformation than the end product. which i have seen in my old boss.. who showed concern on my growth. cos i know if i cannot climb vertical.. then it has to be horizontal.
i lost my camera.. my little brother's bday present. i cried alot.. cos i know my dad would be so disappointed in me... and he was. i've lost several things .. and all due to my carelessness.. i finally told him. and he was so understanding though disappointed.. and i can't help but thank God for such a dad. Dad said.. lucky it wasn't expensive.. and he reminded me of how i lost the camera the last time as well. i'm learning not to take anything for granted now..
and my bro? the 1st in the family i told.. was alrite. he was quite sympathetic cos maybe he say how puffy my eyes were... and for a long time since he backslided.. we had fun. watching austin powers and jus laughing together.. and he even bought the incredibles.. and the cinderalla story. a chick flick which boys will not watch.. i neglected my brother.. for as long as i can remember. he's in my bad footsteps.. can i blame him.. ? the consequences of my actions.. i know.
but u noe wat.. i know my bro is a softie deep inside .. jus as broken as i am. he seems hard now.. but i know.. and i believe God is working. Thank you Lord for listening. and thank you for using my cats, to bond my broken family together in a very small suttle way.. :)
we are living in end times u noe.... :)
alot of other things.. ask me.. and i'll be more than willing to share.
with Sonic fest on hand.. its been a very trying time for me indeed. and i know.. there is more to come.
James1:12 Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.
Remember the KFC incident.. well.. there's more. I'm just really thankful.
Remember i said nothing was a coincidence? :) i do. i still firmly believe in that.
Thurs-07Apr05 - KFC incident and meet up for dinner with friend
Fri-08Apr05- THat Fund Thing (Surreal & One authority) PLMGS. - alot happened as well.
In the office.. sigh.. something big for me happened. Remember i changed departments? having to be able to "move out" must have created alot of gossip.. :( can i control tat.. no. its better i don't know but i know God is in control. Being transferred outta my old department in my office is impossible for me. 1. there is a long queue infront of me, senior colleagues who have personally requested for it from the boss way before my time. in other words, pple would tell me "u wait long long" 2. i'm jus a junior staff compared to pple who has been there for more than 20yrs. 3. everyone wants to get out of my old section.
i was on the verge of quitting.. and i prayed.. God.. i want to learn something new. i'm tired of wat i was doing. not becos i hate my job.. jus the desire to learn something new. and after that prayer.. i tot nothing of it. i was thinking of quitting already... starting to search for new jobs. miraculously, the next day, my old boss called me into his office. and one sentence really struck me.. were u thinking of quitting already? i can't believe he actually asked that. i've nv even approached any of my bosses for any grievance tat i had before. to them, i'm jus a quiet christian gal.. who is in one corner working. so how would he know when i hardly even communicate to my bosses unless necessary..? i came out of him office really touched.
excited.. i got to my new post, only to learn that my new boss ain't a nice person to work with.
hmm.. k nvm.. was trying my best.. but i found out.. her boss which is my departmental head seems like a person who really cares abt his subordinates. and i'm thankful for that.
k.. on fri... i got a taste of the not so nice boss. cos before that.. it was still ok. she called me on my DID.. her words really put me in a very position.. "u jus tell me the truth shawna so i will know how to deal with GM".. for the 1st time.. i was so conscious of my tongue.. cos i knew tat whatever tat came out.. would affect my colleagues somehow or another. remember all those time i complained abt my own tongue.. this one.. was a very close to heart lesson God is teaching me.. felt quite sad. didn't know why. deep inside.. i wonder why my boss is who she is today..broken on the inside as well. and i hv no doubt that this is prolly cos of my GM? being fickle minded.. its no wonder the whole management is like tat? i don't know. i don't wanna think abt tat.. sigh. This lesson.. brought light into my life with regards to Sonic Fest.. what is the difference between sonic fest and any other corporate company in the world? Love. God's love. and His love in His people. Unity. God's people are united. Do we have problems? of cos we do. do we have politics? of cos we do. Whenever pple come together, there are bound to be friction. Its always easier to work alone isn't it? but our Big boss is our saviour, our lover. And i try my best to remind myself that i am only working for the Big boss up in heaven whereever i am.. it comforts me. cos i know He loves us alot. so much so that he's more involved with the process of life transformation than the end product. which i have seen in my old boss.. who showed concern on my growth. cos i know if i cannot climb vertical.. then it has to be horizontal.
i lost my camera.. my little brother's bday present. i cried alot.. cos i know my dad would be so disappointed in me... and he was. i've lost several things .. and all due to my carelessness.. i finally told him. and he was so understanding though disappointed.. and i can't help but thank God for such a dad. Dad said.. lucky it wasn't expensive.. and he reminded me of how i lost the camera the last time as well. i'm learning not to take anything for granted now..
and my bro? the 1st in the family i told.. was alrite. he was quite sympathetic cos maybe he say how puffy my eyes were... and for a long time since he backslided.. we had fun. watching austin powers and jus laughing together.. and he even bought the incredibles.. and the cinderalla story. a chick flick which boys will not watch.. i neglected my brother.. for as long as i can remember. he's in my bad footsteps.. can i blame him.. ? the consequences of my actions.. i know.
but u noe wat.. i know my bro is a softie deep inside .. jus as broken as i am. he seems hard now.. but i know.. and i believe God is working. Thank you Lord for listening. and thank you for using my cats, to bond my broken family together in a very small suttle way.. :)
we are living in end times u noe.... :)
alot of other things.. ask me.. and i'll be more than willing to share.
with Sonic fest on hand.. its been a very trying time for me indeed. and i know.. there is more to come.
James1:12 Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.
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